omggg i’m so tiredd -_ - even this red bull can’t save me now ;_; like i still need to write one more essay omega at like 2 pm then i’m done… then work tomorrow and studyingg

After today… just gonna studyy for monday then i’m done for lyfe.. until next week when i have more college ;-; cause i signed up summer class… cause i’m a masochist and i luv that freaky pain… but i’ll have more time to practice my art skills maybe meet some other future art majors?

and this essay with probably just get a B, AGAIN… why do i keep getting average or lower grades on my essays! i used to be in honors and AP english, i got a 100 on the english regents, i got almost a 700 on the read section ;-; bitches tell me i need to proofread, how about you actually read what i wrote and grade me on that.. because real authors get editors for that shitt - also this thing about make writing clearer? i thought you were an english teacher! don’t you read poetry for fun!? you should get my writing #i’mnotdumbingdownmywriting #iamnotgoingtobeanenglishteacher #rantover
maybe if i had better time management skills… this could work out -_- two jobs… and a whole bunch of classes… tish the lfye of poor students… especially in summer with no gov’t aid…
It’s 781 dollars for a study art class - that isn’t even teaching ART just “ohh look at the pretty pictures~ who made it, now I’m going to test you on all the artists EVER <3 but your art still gonna look like shit” =_= and plus the ACTUAL SUMMER ART CLASS I WANT which is about 325 dollars… 1000 dollar summer art courses… oh my god… I’m having doubts about quitting my job now ;_; maybe i should take up a second one actually… this is horrible… I’m going to study my finals now -___- a.k.a hell week
a moment of silence for those who work in retail this weekend
;_; me tomorrow…
(Source: miss-siren, via meidokami)
Man, after returning for so long -.-” ah why do i AFK for so long in life… i needa get back into drawing OR at least finish that damn dress up game >:l i wanna workk on bigger/better projects damn it… and now that season (rumored last season) of adventure time is gonna show, it’s like a tribute damnnnnn ;__; i lost my bamboo pen though and ugh my skills probably suck cause i haven’t drawn in so long and i have workk right now and i’m surviving on no hours of sleep oh my gosh… ugh the pains right now and i’m starting school January - someone get me a cake so i can toss myself a pity party - oh well time to finish something e-e 30 mins a day at least, get the coding done first… because then i can use it as a base for future ventures….

I get very scared at the thought of making a full sized image `_` but i need to challenge myself *shivers*
I don’t know why i’m still awake even though I have the morning shift~ yayyy I have a job~ ;3; i can buy stuffs~